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Saturday, 15 May 2010

  • alaska

    i now live in alaska.  i will be here all summer as a barista. i miss my boyfriend. i drank too much last night again. i havent gone 24 hours without doing drugs or drinking in too long to remember. i really miss doing heroin. fuck so much. i miss it. i'm going to read today. i dont know what else to say.

Tuesday, 04 May 2010

  • one week.

    i have seven days until i leave for alaska.
    i love drugs.

    i'm getting thinner, but really slowly.
    having fun while i still can.

    i got my first sunburn yesterday.
    and slept all day.

    i like the heroin.
    it's nice.

Monday, 26 April 2010

Thursday, 15 April 2010

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

  • containers

    "right next to the heroin."

    girl coming over tonight.
    friends too.
    it's spring break.
    all going to boy's house.

    "i don't play well with others."

    my glasses have been found.
    I GOT A BARISTA JOB IN ALASKA
    i'll fly up and work at a resort in the mountains.
    in a month

    my boyfriend any day now.
    if you drink with me, don't tell me who i tried to kiss.
    if you're gonna party with me, deal with what i do
    dont tell me about it.

    drinking early and roughly today.
    rock on.

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